Wednesday, August 10, 2005


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The BEST time!

We had the best time on vacation... it was wonderful.

It was everything I hoped it would be. The weather was amazing, the kids were great. The campfires were revealing and entertaining. The lobster was tasty - the grape nut ice cream delicious!

I'm depressed to be back here - but it happens each year - I get depressed and want to go back.

This year I am coming back with a little surprise though... I'm pregnant!!! Yes, I know - we said we were done. Apparently someone else had other plans for our family. We're cautiously excited - after my loss in February it's hard to get REALLY excited yet. I found out Monday, Aug 8. Julia called it a week earlier though. :) She's 3/3 with my pregnancies now. I have no idea how far along I am... I get some blood work done this week and I think we'll have a better guess. So - sometime in March or April it looks like we'll have a family of 5!

I miss you guys!

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Awww relief...

So - I'm sitting around earlier today - moping. It's a terrible horrible no good very bad day. Now - I'm in Maine - so it's better than some - but bad as far as good days go...

David left yesterday... sad. I know it was time - but I'll miss his energy and late night chats. This beach feels empty today.

Next - I hit my damn head. HARD. I'm guessing from my blurred vision in triplicate - terrible headache and tender noggin that I did sustain some form of a mild concussion.

The beach is beautiful, my kids are wonderful and make me happy - but today I'm just a little blue. I want to be out having fun but my damn head hurts!

So..... then Joanna arrives. Her beautiful smile and most gorgeous strawberry blonde curly hair made my whole damn day... We spent the afternoon discussing David's fine points and those of my beautiful little girls. :) I was so happy to see her it brought me to tears. :) I love her.

That's all...